Creation

I go to
this room
to create.
Not for you.
Not for
anyone,
but for
me.
I sit down
at my desk with
the window
open and my
music on.
the sewing
machine
is on and ready
for me.
I pick out
a fabric,
matched
with my feelings.
John Mayer
is singing
fool to Love you.
And I start.
Not sure
what I am
doing.
Not sure
what I am
making,
But I know
I will get there
and it will
be beautiful.
It will be
a beautiful
creation.
Just like
me.
Not sure
what I am
doing,
going,
or look like.
But I am
a beautiful
creation that
gets put together
day
by
day
by
day.