The Pain in my Back

I have had
a pain
in my lower
back for 2 days.
I hate it.
It slows me
down and
makes my life
a little slower
which, i hate.
Last night I came
home and had
dinner and stretched
out
in bed trying to
relax.
As I started to
relax the pain in
my back started
to dull.
mmm. now that
feels good.
No pain.
As my mind
wandered
I thought of
my life and my
next step.
all the thoughts
were twirling
in my head.
Giving me
a headache.
Life should
not be this
difficult.
I make it this
way.
Stop it.
Stop
it.
As I lay
in bed watching
Friday the 13th,
I think to myself,
I have no
problems.
But these people
they never
seem to
escape.
I do not
want to
be one of
those
people.