The emptiness

I sit 

thinking

of you.

looking at

my phone.

You are

going through

some hard

times.

I thought 

I should 

be there

for you.

but you shut

the door.

I am not

used to

that.

I am used

to being needed.

So I look

at my

phone

knowing

you read

my message and

did not

respond.

No better

than I was a year ago. 

or two years ago.

I let someone

in my heart,

again.

and I 

realized yet

again

ITs all about you.

If you knew 

me,

you would

know,

The empty

I feel

inside and

all i would 

need from you

is,

 I love you.

but instead

a blank 

phone.

So I sit

feeling empty

and realizing

You are a selfish

man.

And you

are empty.