I lay down my arms

I got so

upset.

I want you

to know.

I got

upset,

because

I realized

you

are not

my love.

I will never

tell you

this.

I met you for

a reason.

That reason?

not sure.

Maybe its

to make me 

stronger.

Maybe its for

you.

I came to

terms

with it.

I met

you.. and I 

am grateful.

All that comes

to my mind

is the lyrics 

to 21 guns...

Lay down your arms

give up the fight

one, 21 guns

Throw up your

arms, into the sky.

Thanks Green Day.

I am.

I lay down my arms

and 

throw my arms

up to the sky.