My Black Swimsuit

I went to buy
a swimsuit
today.
Not always
the favorite
thing to do.
It does not matter
who you are,
if you are a
woman,
You do not like
your body.
We are trained this
way at an early
age.
Not by men.
By other woman.
Its just the way it
is.
At some point
in our lives
we learn
to love our
bodies.
For me it happened
today.
Not because I am
a model and I am
in great shape.
But because I finally
realized I look good.
I took 10 swimsuits
in.
The first one looked
great on me.
I did not need to try
any others on.
I am in the best
relationship of
my life.
With me.
I love myself.
My body.
My curves.
My muscle.
All my Mistakes.
They are mine.
I finally learned
if I just give to my
body.
Good food and exercise.
It gives back to me.
Healthy.
And able to fit into
a Little 2pc. swimsuit.
Not too small and not too big.
Just the right size.
My size.
So in celebration
I sit on my bed
drinking a glass
of wine in my 2pc.
swimsuit....In the perfect size.