My Glass of Wine

Every night
before I sleep.
I drink a
glass of wine.
I have no tolerance
for alcohol
so I get drunk
pretty fast.
It feels nice
and warm.
I can feel
the warm wine
going to places in
my body.
My heart , my head
all the way to my toes.
I stop after
One glass.
If not I feel
the things I really
do not want to feel.
The Loss
of you.
The past.
So I will stick
with my one glass
of wine it
keeps me in
the right now.
Right now I
am sleeping in
a single bed.
That is OK.
When I slept in
a double bed
with you I was
still sleeping in
a single bed.
Close my eyes
and sleep.
Dream about
that double bed
with that man.
My leg touching his.
The warmth
of him next to me.
Hmm.
Now That's a
glass of wine.