Spin the Fix

I have been
a little mooody
since I got
here.
Not sure why.
Walks on the Beach
Amazing Food.
Runs on the Beach in
the morning.
Sleep...Glorious Sleep.
Wine, Writing, Reading.
So what is up?
Haven't had sex
in awhile.
No thats not it.
my career choices?
No thats not it.
This morning,
I felt empty.
I went downstairs
and moved furniture
around.
I danced.
I have not danced for a
week.
The fix
has always
been what I
need.
To fix my life
to fix others.
Its the curse.
Making everyone
happy..the fix.
But this morning
for one moment
I was free.
I thought about
spinning for
1 hour.
When I spin
I fix.
Me.