Winning the Lotto

I compare falling
in love to
winning the Lotto.
You want to win
the Lotto.
It would solve all
your problems.
You play, that is the only
way you could win.
Same as falling
in love.
You have to date
to fall in love.
I fell in love.
I felt so good inside.
I thought the other person
felt the same
way.
Butterflies.
Rainbows.
Maybe even
Jesus.
They were everywhere.
I made the mistake.
I said something.
What was I thinking.
Actually saying how
I felt.
Not following the rules,
playing the game.
How do you think
it worked out for me?
Falling in love
is like playing the Lotto.
You pray it happens.
then when it does, you
have a whole new set
of problems.
Money does not buy
happiness.
Neither does Love.
I love you.
I love you, means
you see me and no matter
what, You will forgive me.
You will let me be me.
Before you said
goodbye to me,
I wanted to say something
you would not give
me a chance to say.
I love you.
I love your eyes, hands and mouth.
and I love the way I looked in your eyes.
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God I hope I win.