Good Question...

How come
you never have
any of those
guys you date
over to your home?
My Dance Partner
asks me.
What ? I say
I act like I did not
hear him.
I am stretching
and warming
up.
You heard me..Rossa.
Whats the deal.
You are always
at there home.
When are you going
to let them into
your life?
Is that not the
next step?
He is smiling and
digging for an
Answer
Crap..I think.
I never really
thought about
it.I respond
with irritation.
Besides, I had
one guy come over.
So I do let them
come over...I respond.
I get off the floor and
walk over to him.
Maybe it is protection.
I say.
Maybe I do not
know how to let
anyone in?
I really do not
know.
I look at him
as we get
into position
Why are you
asking?
I ask him.
You are scared
of the next
step, You have
to open your
safe place
and you really
have not found
the right guy to
do this with.
he says..
holding me
and smiling
like a jackass.
Whatever!! I
respond and roll
my eyes.
The music starts
but before we start
he says..
Why don't you
let me come over?
he grins..
I smile and say
sweetly..
Baby...its
because you
smell.
We both laugh.
and the workout
begins.
I started thinking
about me never
letting anyone
in for the next step.
Maybe i am chicken?
Maybe I have not
found the right guy?
That was a Good
Question.