The heart of 4

Spinning and Spinning.
The music is playing
and I am twirling
and spinning.
Lifting my leg softly
in the air.
Hands and arms in position.
The music soft
and sweet,
I dance to it.
Simply, easily.
When I am here
at this spot
at this moment
My heart is full.
Twirling so fast,
and then stopping
and then spinning.
Feeling the tears
roll down my cheek.
I let them come
as I dance.
Leave them there.
Maybe they will turn
into diamonds.
Tears of diamonds
fall and drip to
my chin.
It does not stop
me.
I keep going
dancing, Pushing
through this.
The music stops.
the dance ends.
Silence.
My coach comes
over to me
and says..
that was Beautiful.
Thank you,
I reply.
He puts his hand
on my shoulder.
You will never
find a man to
fill this heart
of yours.
Do you know why?
I start to cry gently,
shaking my head
simply..no.
You have the heart
 of 4 people.
Where will you
find a man with
that kind of heart.
The heart of 4?
I have never
seen or felt such
a heart, Rossa.
He says to me.
I lean against
him, lightly.
I am afraid,
He is right.
The music starts
again.
we stand there swaying
for a few minutes.
We break away
and I start to dance
again.
Knowing he is right.
Knowing he is right.
I spin, hoping God
will find me
a man with 4 hearts.