My life is a Country Song.

At this moment
I am in my
jeep.
Windows
down.
Sunroof open.
The day is hot,
but beautiful.
I have the music
on and I am just
taking a drive.
I usually do
not do this
much. I commute
so much
the car is the
last place I
want to be.
But today
It makes me feel
Free.
I used to live down
that dirt road
I Just passed.
I remember walking
down that dirt
road many times.
You took all my
money.
I hit the road.
You took my
self worth.
I hit the road.
You cheated
on me.
I hit the road.
You broke
my heart.
I hit the road.
You wore me
down so bad
I almost killed
myself twice.
I hit the road.
That road
was my place
to walk
and find my
peace and calm.
I got out of my
Jeep and I
thought what
the hell.
I will walk this
road after 3 years.
The dirt is dry and
as I walk it flies
up in the air
forming a cloud.
I think allot
has happened in 3 years.
I found myself.
I got a new home
and filled it with
love.
I made my own money.
Bought a new car.
Got my own bank Account.
Got on the Internet.
Found love again and
lost it.
Found my Persian sister.
Learned to be brave.
Found some beautiful
men.
Fell in love with
my body again.
Took some risks.
Danced my heart out.
Found God.
Met Buddha.
Buried my dog.
Buried my regret.
Buried my loss.
Forgave you.
Forgave myself.
And now I am
walking on this
same road.
Smiling.
Crap...
My life is a Country Song.
There could be
worse things.

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