My New Life.

I have lived
my life
a certain
way.
Always
thinking..
It has to be this
way.
With Jobs, Men and
life.
I thought...I have
to be this way,
Live this way.
I am not talking about
my values, my beliefs.
Those are in me
things I can not bend.
But...What if?
Maybe I have
had it all wrong.
My New life,
It has shown
me some things
I thought were so
ugly.
Now..as I step
back I am so thankful.
What my new
life is showing me,
That I can not
ignore...
simple...
Just...
Live.
And I just started to.