Only have one boy left.

I spoke to
you on the phone.
You were so
sad. Your youngest
boy was going
to his first dance.
You had dressed
him.
took pictures of
him.
Helped him with
his tie.
Now at home
alone, You
feel it.
The loneliness
creeps in.
My other 2 boys
are basically gone.
This my last Boy.
After him..
I am not sure.
You started to
cry.
I am almost done
being their Dad, soon
I will just be a father.
I have raised them
basically by myself
given everything I
have, my life,
my soul and I
am so proud
of them.
But what now?

I feel so bad for
you. But not Being
a parent I do not
know what this
feel like.

I said, Just enjoy
every moment
while you have
him.
At some point
you will have
to focus on yourself.
I know, you respond.
What are you doing?
He asks.
I am in my car
coming to you.
What kind of ice
cream do you want?
I ask.
I will  get a movie ready
you say...I would love
strawberry and chocolate.
you say.
I get into my car
and head your
way.
As I am driving
you text me..
I am a very lucky
man, ty for being
a friend.
I smile.
You are lucky
I think,
I never had
the chance to
be a mother.