Sun

Waking up
this morning.
It was gone.
That feeling
I get.
That dark
feeling
that I have
had for
a Week.
so glad it
is gone.
I could not
live that way
all the time.
Dark.
Upset.
Today
I woke
up happy
and it was gone.
I saw something
last night
that changed me.
What I am
looking for
is simply
not there.
It was OK.
It jarred me
at first then
I let go...
The sun is
out and
the best part of
today is that
I realized..
I have not
met you yet.
I will meet
you.
And when I
do we will
sit in the sun
together
happy.