calmness

I started my
new job today.
Same job.
Different
location.
It was slow.
It was quiet.
I came home,
without my back
aching.
Without a headache.
I felt guilty
in a way.
I feel like
I escaped prison
and left my sister
behind bars.
I did not
ask to come
here,
it just happened.
I was freed.
As I drove
home , I remember
what it was like
leaving that
job.
exhausted.
I will not waste
this gift.
I will work
and be thankful.
I will go
to school,
study and
be smart.
As I stood
by the front
table folding
sweaters,
my view
was different.
The calmness
in my heart
was so clear.
I am on the
right road.
Thank you
God.
Now guide
me, I am yours.