Let go

The past is
the past.
Right now
is the life
you have.
At times
I look
back and think
how much
I miss it.
all it does
is get in the
way of
my new
footsteps
forward.
I was so
sad last
night.
I could
not seem
to focus.
As I drove
home
all I thought
was if
I do not
let go
I can not
move
forward.
So
this morning
I am letting
go.
Letting
go of
the choices
that were made
for me.
Letting go of
what I thought
was going
to be.
Letting go
of my selfishness
and judgement.
ready?
Psst.
I just let it
go.
No more.
Now this day
is how I
want it
to be.
Happy.
Loving
and once
again...
my choice.