Making dolls

I was looking
through sewing
books.
I do not have
the strength
to sew.
I want to.
But I am so
exhausted.
my body is
just so
sleepy.
I always look
at skirts,
dresses and
handbags.
but not today.
today I am
looking at
Little dolls.
Cute little
fabric dolls.
I want to
make these
I think.
But why?
one never
knows.
so I start to
decide what
color she should
be and a name.
She should
have a name.
this one thought
calms me.
And I have not
been calm for
awhile.