feeling human

Laying
in the
bed with
you.
you in
your underwear.
me in mine.
watching TV.
talking.
laughing.
you grab my
hand.
I think of
how much
fun I had
with you.
For the first
time I get it.
I found it.
Its not about
being in love.
finding love.
This clock in
my head keeps
ticking.
Must fill your
heart, it says.
As I sit laughing
with you,
I figured out
what I was looking
for.
I just want
to feel
like a human.
Like I am
part of life.
This is why
I met you.
why you
are in my
life.
You showed
me its about
living your
life.
Being human.
I already
have this.
So as we lay
watching TV
and talking,
I simply
say , thank you.
He responds,
It takes two.