One regret

Talking to
A friend
This evening
I realized my
One regret
Not being
A mother
It's to late
For me
And that
Moment is
Gone.
When
My friend said
Kids
Are easy
They feel
Your soul
I cried
I did not let
Him know
But I
Cried
I actually
Gasped
For air
This next year
For me is
The year
Of purpose
What is
Mine?
Because
Being a mother
Is off
The list
But I can
Have purpose
Somewhere
Else
I just
Need to
Find
It before
It turns
Into
Regret