Wild horses

When I was 19

You died.

You were 21.

I remember feeling

Numb.

How could someone 

My age die ?

I remember it

Was August.

I laid outside 

In a chair.

Wearing a 

Swimsuit I

Told myself

I would just 

Lay and get 

A tan.

I put headphones 

On and listened

To the radio.

The sun was

So hot.

My skin

Was feeling 

Like I might

Be burning.

I will not move

I will not cry,

I said to myself.

The song

Wild horses 

Came on.

I started 

Crying.

It was the first 

Time

I was scared 

By death.

By the change of

Life.

Today I was

In cvs and the song

Came on.

I cried. 

I remembered you.

All you missed.

I cried.. 

For all

I have.