I am ok

The doctor

Told

Me I was pregnant. 

I almost

Passed out.

Am I going 

To be a mom?

Finally?

I was so happy.

I told you

And

You wanted it.

I felt 

Like I was in the

Right place.

We started

Talking

About what 

We would do. 

How life 

Would be different ,

And what we would do

to make 

This

Work.

When I got my 

Period,

I cried.

You told

Me it 

Was ok. 

A part of

Me wanted

Your child.

 I am ok.

I told you.

You cried.

My 

Heart broke.

What can I do?,

I ask 

To make you

Feel better.

You simply

Say, tell

Me 

You

Will

Be ok,

Losing 

This

Child.

I cry.

I cry.

Then when 

I can

Breath I

Respond,

I am ok. 

You take your 

Time

And then respond...

No,

No my love, 

You

Are 

Not 

Ok.