Oklahoma sky

I needed air 

So off 

I took

Walking.

The

Sun 

Was in 

My eyes.

I could

Barely see

But I was

Not going

Back to

The car

To get my

Sunglasses.

I was walking

Home.

I was 

Done.

Tears

Falling 

Down

My face.

I am right 

Here feeling

This.

Feeling all

Of this.

I have not 

Felt in 

Years.

You made 

Me feel.

Feel

Love

Passion

Life

Happiness

Saddness

Loss.

I could.

Barely

Breathe.

You got 

Out of

The car.

Running after 

Me.

I turn

And stop.

I look

At you,

All these

Feelings

Running in 

My soul 

My veins

My heart.

You start to

Speak.

Don't.  

I say,

Please do not

Speak.

I won't 

Make it

If you say 

One unkind 

Word to me.

I start crying.

I continue

Sobbing,

Then 

I say,

My spirit 

Is still broken 

And if you,

Say something

Mean

I will not

Recover.

I had 

21 yrs 

Of mean

Words.

Just walk away

If you need

To, I say.

You look

At your feet.

You start

To speak 

You start

With... If 

This was another

Time in my

Life.

I stop you

By holding up

My hand.

I speak,

Please

Stop.

I say to 

You.

We both stand

Crying.

 I look at

The sky.

The sun is

Setting and the 

Colors are 

Amazing.

You start to

Talk and 

Your voice 

Is shaking.

I..

You say 

And stop.

Silence.

I start to speak

Remembering

The first song

I ever

Heard with 

You.

Meet me..

I say 

And

Before I can 

Finish

You complete

My words.

You say,

Under the Oklahoma sky.

I reply,

When

Your ready.

You say

Maybe soon.

I turn and walk 

Away.

I cry as I 

Walk

Home.

My life is 

Full

Of maybes

I am 

Living 

In

The 

Here

And

Now.

I am

Ready for

Oklahoma 

Now.