The Sun

As I 

walk

the sun

shines 

down on

me.

New

chapter.

single.

Again.

Its hard

for me.

I love men.

Just not

the right ones.

As I walk in the

sun with the

October

Breeze blowing.

I can

not help

but think

of October 28th.

Our wedding

day.

It would

have

been

24 years.

I do not

miss you.

I miss a

husband.

The love,

The support.

I am better 

off,

and I know that.

I am

built

for someone,

to hold

and love.

I look

up to 

the sun

and I 

am blinded

breifly

from its

powerful

shine.

I was blinded

by your

shine.

Still broken

I will just

keep walking

toward

the sun.

That cant

be wrong?

or can

it.