I am simple love

I decide to 

Go on my

Own.

My friends

Cancelled.

I could 

Have tried 

To find

Someone.

But

Honestly

I am exhausted

Trying

To

Find 

Someone

Who

Wants to

Be in my

Company.

I put

My lipstick

On and

Off I went.

I sat ouside

At the restaurant

All by 

Myself.

The sun

Beating

On

My back

As I drank

A glass

Of

Wine 

And had

One of

My favorite

Meals.

I watched

All the couples

And smiled 

To myself.

I guess

I used up

My chance 

Of being

A couple 

For 21 yrs.

Maybe 

I am supposed

To

Be alone.

The meal

Was beautiful

And for

A moment

I felt 

Beautiful

Inside.

My next

Stop

The ball

Field.

I went

To the baseball

Game

Solo as well.

As I sat in 

My seat.

I had empty

Seats to 

My left

And my right.

The weather 

Perfect.

The game was

Fun and 

At times 

I felt

Like a 

Little

Girl.

Just enjoying

The day.

A man

In

Front of

Me kept

Checking

On me.

He was sitting

With his wife

And children. 

You all 

Alone?

He asked.

Yes,

I replied

I am.

Do 

You 

Want 

To 

Sit

With us?

We have an

Extra

Seat.

Sure,

I say.

I

Watched

His family

And

Felt full.

It was

Not my 

Fullness.

I 

Smiled

A lot.

As I walked 

To my

Jeep 

I started 

To cry.

I sat

In my

Jeep

And watched

All the 

Families

Drive

Off.

How did I get here?

When will

Someone

Be brave?

When

Will

Someone 

See me?

I dried 

My eyes

As I 

Went to

My friends

To

Watch

A

Movie.

I cried

Through

The 

Movie.

Selfishly

Because I 

Feel like I

Have given

Up.

No man

Will ever

See me.

I am air.

But pity,

I am

So much

More.

I am 

Heart.

I 

Am 

Simple

Love.