Live my life

I am

made

of blood

and nerves.

Feelings

that run like

a wild

stream.

I am 

waiting

for someone

to feel those

feelings.

not about me.

But

about life.

Why be so

scared.

so frightened.

Life is short

and precious,

why not

let those 

feelings out.

Dangerous?

You bet.

So maybe 

I am looking

for someone who

is as brave 

I am.

For many times

I lay it all

on the line.

No questions

I want to feel

those feelings

so strong and so 

real.

This is how

I know I am alive.

Its risky.

I have been

hurt

so many times.

I have cried

in my car,

alone in my bedroom.

I have cried

in your bathroom

while you sleep.

I have cried 

while I layed

next to 

you.

Its okay,

Because I 

lived and I felt

every sweet 

second 

of life.

Its painful,

Its joyful

and Its 

brave.

Its the way

I want to 

live my life.