Did you feel my tears?

I layed 

My 

Head 

On your 

Chest

And you

Slept.

I layed 

There

Thinking 

How 

Lucky 

I am..

To have 

Found 

You.

Then that 

Little voice

Came to me.

It reminded

Me

That this 

Could be 

Like the

Times before.

Where I 

Would give my 

Heart

And be

Used.

Used for my 

Kindness

And my 

Heart.

Used 

For my 

Looks

Out in 

Public and

My money.

Because I

Am so giving.

I started to

Cry in 

The dark.

I have mastered

This with 

No sound

Because why

Should I 

Have feelings?

I am not 

Allowed doubt

Or insecurity.

My tears 

Hit your 

Chest and 

I roll over.

I don't want 

You to see 

Me cry.

You sleep 

Through it.

What if 

You are 

The one?

The one 

Who wants 

To see me 

A mess?

Is ok with 

My feelings.

What if

You were 

The first one 

To catch me 

Crying?

And felt my 

Tears and 

Still 

Loved me.