I was married once

I was married 

Once 

To a sweet man

Who lost 

His way. 

I am not 

Sure if 

I contributed 

To 

This or 

If this was 

Something 

Out of 

My control.

But I 

Loved him.

I remember 

The early

Years.

Things 

Only 

He and I

Could have 

Shared.

The love

The laughter 

The tears.

I am still

Broken.

A part of

Me will 

Always be.

You emailed 

Me and asked

How I was.

You always 

Called me 

Bumble.

How are 

You bumble?

I am good...

I am in love.

That is great

You asked,

How deep?

I cried as I responded..

I Am in love..

To the moon and back.

You paused..

Finally you responded...

I hope he sees you,

Your beauty

Your sweetness 

Your strength.

And I hope he can handle

It.

I could not. 

I was weak. 

And 

I messed up.

I was married once,

I said.

You responded 

And I hope 

You will be again,

You were the 

Best wife.

... I sat and 

Cried. 

I hope I get 

The chance. 

You respond...

I am sorry. 

You say..

I dry my 

Tears

I write back 

To you ..

I was married once.

And you respond,

And you 

Will 

Be again bumble... 

This guy sees you. 

And I am jealous...

I messed up. 

I left it alone.

I never responded.

Because Mr. Firsching 

You did mess 

Up,

 But I wanted 

To thank 

You.. I found 

A man who sees me,

And I hope and pray 

That he Will

Want a wife.  

And maybe 

Just maybe...

It will be 

Me.

A little bumble bee.