Somewhere between single and married

Right now
I am in
a place
that is in
the middle.
Its not
bad
its just
not complete.
It will
be one day.
It takes time.
I am in this
strange place.
I found myself.
It took me 40 years,
but I found me.
Then as I finally
fell back in
love with me.
someone fell
in love with
me.
so right
now
knowing
I will marry
this man.
Knowing
I do not
want to
ever give
up myself
again,..
I am waiting.
waiting for
this to come
together
naturally.
But as I do
I get
anxious.
I am in the middle
somewhere
between
single and
being married
and
I am hoping
neither
side changes.
my love
for myself.
Or his love
for me.