The drive by

Going home
I need
to just see
you.
See what
I have
been craving.
What I have
been missing.
So I am going
to drive by.
Drive by
and look.
I take a longer
ride home
just so I can
peek.
I drive up and
see the
most beautiful
thing.
I see the dancers
spinning.
Oh do
I miss this.
My body
could use
some work.
But not right
now.
I am healing.
waiting
and craving
the day
I get to go
back into
the studio
and spin.
Let all the stress
go from my body.
Is it possible?
To get there?
I sit and watch
remembering
how private this
is for me.
Its the only
time I am
able to see
me.
To know
me.
Until I heal
I will
just
Drive by.
Drive by
and dream of
the day I can
visit my
true self
again.
The Dancer
in me.