My drug, my dance

I feel

it

in my veins,

and

I am in

a place 

where it 

is ok.

This drug,

traveling

through

my veins.

Some would

say,

that you should

not feel 

this way.

But I live

for this,

Live for

these moments

when I feel

alive.

I am not sure

why this

mixture makes

me feel so 

invincible. 

Instead of questioning

it, I 

give into it.

Give into

the freedom,

The lift,

The energy.

It simply

is me 

dancing.

And when I 

do it,

When I 

spin beyond

what my body 

will let me 

do, I am

free.

I am letting

this drug

run

my body

my mind

and my

soul.

I am free

as I am dancing.

Its 

my drug,

one

I will have soon.

Even if

I am not

as good

as I once

was. 

I do not care.

This is my

drug

and I 

need this to 

live.

I need

to dance.