You must know

There

is 

a cause

and effect.

You must

know that,

right?

Maybe

you do not.

Or maybe

you do 

but do not 

care.

There is 

an invisible

string.

Nobody 

can see,

but I 

can.

I want

it gone.

And just

when 

I feel

like

it is gone

I am tied

up again

by your

mistakes

your choices.

I am

exhausted by

you and

your choices.

In the past

I hung on

so tightly

to you,

thinking

you would 

change.

Care

See

Love.

But one day

I got up and

left.

I just walked

away.

When I 

did I 

left who

I was in

that house.

That sweet 

girl

who just

wanted

a family.

Sunday dinner

and love.

I knew you

could not give

it to me.

I left my

dreams of

a business.

Dreams of being

finacially sound.

So when I found

out yet again

you 

could care less

about my dream

by how you

let our home

go..

it upset me so.

You knew

how much

that house 

meant to me.

So you

must know this,

I have 

hate in my 

heart for you.

I am not sure 

It will ever heal.

Letting go the 

affairs, that came 

to you like a 

glass of water.

Letting go of the

money that you

let slip through 

your hands.

The lies,

The yelling

and the nasty things

you said..

All forgiven. 

But this,

You knew

this would hurt me

bother me.

You must know

this.. I will 

be fine.

I will let

go of this 

at some point.

You continue 

to hurt me.

and I wish 

nothing good

for you

hopefully

all

that you 

gave to me

comes

back to

you 100 times

harder.

You must know it will.