Inside my head

To be inside

my head

is at times

a magical

ride. 

I have all 

these dreams 

left inside of me.

Knowing I am 

running out 

of time.

I can feel 

it. I do 

not know 

how to explain

it but I know.

It has never

stopped me

from living a

life,

because just 

like you...

I am not sure 

of the when.

All this does

is 

make 

me want 

to stop

doing all in

my life 

that I hate.

But that is 

not possible. 

Going to 

that place 

day in 

and day

out numbs

my mind,

My soul. 

I know 

getting 

out is very 

important

but how,

and where

are my next steps.

For now

I will peel

back 

a layer,

crawl

back inside

my head

where 

I am human.

There is love.

There is a 

future.

Because 

inside 

my head

is peace.

And

That is 

all

I want.