Beautiful Love

You gave me

your

heart 

over a hand

towel and a 

candle. 

As you spoke 

I stopped 

breathing.

As I walked 

home I 

tried not 

to cry.

I got home

and stepped

into the shower 

and cried. 

For many 

reasons.

Maybe it

was for all the 

miscarriages 

I have had.

Or the innocent 

mistakes

people make.

because deep 

down inside

I always 

wanted that

love. 

I just was not

meant to have 

it. 

As I stepped out 

of the shower

I realized

how lucky 

I am.

How much you

blessed me.

without knowing 

it.

In this moment

I felt it.

Pure 

Beautiful 

Love