I will Be mine.

I get it now.
As I continue
to grow and
my lives intertwine.
The realness.
Love,
and Truth
take my breath
away.
The dust on the
turntable,
The lilac bushes.
Tickling my nose.
The crunchy snow
under my boots.
My sweaty shirt
as I danced in the club
until 3am.
The sun burning
my skin as the
wild ponies
danced.
The smell
of the hospital
room.
The feel of the
sand on my bare skin.
The blood
Running down
my face.
The burns
on my body.
The heartache
when I knew.
The look
I see you give
me full of doubt.
The small disrespectful
moments
that come out
of your mouth.
The pureness of
my soul.
The hot wood
planks under
my feet.
The salt water
healing my body.
Its like a
beautiful
spool
of thread unraveling
into the most
beautiful
uneven
blanket.
One that covers
me and reminds
me.
That I will
always
Be
Mine.