A dangerous plan

 As my feet

hit the pavement 

I realize that 

these thoughts 

are dangerous 

that I am 

having. 

I open up my 

mouth and try to

push them out. 

But they 

are swimming 

around stuck 

like a little

goldfish

in a bowl. 

As my feet 

gain speed.

Those thoughts 

swim down 

through my head 

and into my 

heart. 

The pain 

triggers tears.

This is a 

dangerous 

plan.