I Need This Moment Right Now

Let me cry

Let me

be angry

just

give 

me this

moment.

I usually 

cry

in the shower

but not

today.

Today 

I will

cry

for 

everyone

to see.

They won't

understand

and that

will

pull

me

deeper

into

my anger.

I will

scream

so loud

my 

lungs

will

jump.

And

then after

that sweet

release I 

will cry

about

The ugly 

in the world,

the killing

the unkindness.

The starvation

its all too

much 

but no one

seems

to care.

Everyone

is just

unfazed.

I let 

the tears

roll 

down my

face

understanding

the cold

hard truth.

The world

only

cares

about one

thing,

Them.

So I cry

for the

loss of 

love

and compassion.

I cry

for the excuses

and

the hard truth.

I simply

cry 

for the world

and let

my anger

hug

my fear.

I just 

need this moment

right now

to take it

in and

do what I 

always 

do.

Fight

like

a bitch.