Let Myself Cry

 As I 

drive

I know

where

I am

going.

The blue sky

guides

me along

this road.

This road

of Sand

and healing.

I keep

coming

back

to you

year after

year.

I have to.

You

are my

god.

You 

are my

breath.

I roll

down

the windows

and let

the air

erase

the past.

As I 

cross

the last

bridge

and

all I 

see

is ocean

and beach.

The clarity

of who 

I am

comes

back to

me as 

the seagulls

chase 

my dreams. 

I get out

of my car

and walk

down

the path

to find

you and

like

a drug,

there 

you are

waiting

to love 

me. 

And I 

let myself

cry.